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Day 12The clock is ringing on another day in space but I hit the snooze to get more shut-eye, wanting to get back into the dream I was pulled from. Unfortunately, my mind has already started, having Bruce at the forefront, his presence has played a key role during my sleep.How I’m I going to deal with this? How is he going to deal with this? Akari? Emma? Although, I’m sure that our gun enthusiast has forgotten about our XO and me, wanting to rip my head off and use it as target practice after what I did to her yesterday. I smile at the recollection, having an idea of how I will end up paying for it.Knowing that I’m not going back to sleep, I decide to get up and prepare myself for the day even though I fear that everything blows up in my face. I look at the mirror and even though it is the same image that I see every morning, I have changed. I feel like I’ve unlocked something that was sleeping inside me, maybe forever if it wouldn’t be for Bruce. The conflicting emotions are still present, competing to influence my life but I’ve already gone through a point of no return. I sigh at the implications, at how it can shape my future.Shaking my head as I’m not sure what to expect, I leave my room and go for breakfast. Akari is already at the dining room table, eating fruits.“Hello, you,” she says, smiling happily at seeing me.“Good morning,” I say with less enthusiasm as I walk toward the galley.Coming back with a large cup of Joe and a muffin, Akari gets a chair for me to sit beside her. As she comes to kiss me, I put my mug between us and take a huge gulp of coffee, needing strength for the conversation to come. She pouts at my rudeness but forgives me as I get to her, after having caffeinated enough my brain. Our kiss is unequal, I want a soft and comforting touch, she has passion and a drive for more, much more.I part from her soft lips and say, “Sorry, my sleep wasn’t restful, lots of dreams.”Her eyes gleam like an anime character and she says with enthusiasm, “Do tell.”“Tonight. I don’t want to talk about it here,” I say, feeling my cheeks redden.She pouts again, but not for long, probably sensing that I’m not comfortable.“Okay,” she says more softly, taking my hand and rubbing it with her thumb. She continues on a lighter note, “Emma is still pissed at you. I saw her earlier furiously boxing in the gym, the punching bag was taking a beating. You should wear a jockstrap today.”I snort at the image while also feeling my dick shrink into my body. “Yeah, well, it’s another opportunity for Natasha to take care of me afterward,” I tell her as I pull out the tang.“Doofus!” she says as she laughs.We continue our breakfast, going for lighter topics. Leaving the table after we are done, we head upstairs for our shift, holding hands and smiling at each other. Today is another half-and-half-day for me, first on the bridge, then in engineering.As we go to enter, I take a deep breath to confront whatever reaction Bruce will have.“Good morning, Alex, Akari,” he simply replies to our greetings, focusing his eyes on me.I blush but try to play it cool to not let altıparmak escort anyone else see my nervousness. Blistas and Angela give us their usual greetings, seemingly ignoring my struggle. Emma is also in, but she hasn’t turned nor welcomed us.Getting in front of the room and sitting in my chair, I look at her to see what’s happening. She sports a devilish smile, fixating her screens, not acknowledging my presence.As I’m to turn toward my console, she finally looks at me, her smile widening. She bends toward me and asks me to do the same. I approach her carefully, moving my hands closer to my crotch to protect my family heirloom in case Akari wasn’t joking.She softly says, “You will suffer for what you did yesterday. I will tie you up, make you cum until you are just shooting dust, and fuck your asshole until you can’t sit. This will be so much fun.”I move back from her, aroused and terrified by her sexual threats. She is showing her most genuine non-threatening smile, but her eyes are telling the opposite. I swallow hard and turn forward, hoping she doesn’t deliver.Although Emma smiles creepily at me all morning, everything else is smooth and pleasant. Finishing my bridge tasks by lunchtime, I head downstairs to get something. Akari can’t come with me once again, the coordination for our arrival to Sirius taking a lot of her time.Getting in the kitchen, I find Bruce already there, fixing his lunch.“Hey, isn’t it twinky boy?” he exclaims, seeing me enter.I look at him with wide eyes, frighten that someone could hear him make what I assume is a gay reference.Softening his voice, he says, “Don’t worry, nobody is around. I loved yesterday’s discussion. I thought of you all night.”“You were also part of my dreams,” I say with hesitation.“Have you put some thought into it?” he asks, frowning.“It was fun and all, but I don’t know. I’m,“ I start to say, feeling choked up by what I am about to confess, ”confused and worried. I don’t want this to change me, to alter my life, to change my relationship with others.” I finish as I look down, unable to sustain the look of disappointment or rejection he must be feeling.“Alex, I understand,” he says with empathy.I raise my eyes to him in surprise.“It took me some time to accept who I’m. My coming out wasn’t easy, my family is traditional. I understand what you are going through and know that I will support you regardless of your choice,” he finishes with a warm smile.I blink at his openness and his supporting words. I wasn’t expecting this, thinking that he would be pushing me to continue regardless of my feelings.“Here is my advice: even if you don’t tell others, at least accept who you are. Do not reject a part of you simply because it wasn’t in the plan or who you think you are,” he says, keeping his friendly smile on.“Yeah, I think that’s good advice,” I reply after taking a deep breath. Even though my feelings are still present, the fact that Bruce understands my struggles reassures me.“Good. Now, do not worry about it and smile. You görükle escort bayan are in space, you have found a great girlfriend, and you have colleagues that like you very much. Enjoy what’s happening around you, I know you have been so far,” he says with a wide smile.I laugh while remembering the many mornings and evenings spent with one crew member or another, explicitly enjoying this newfound popularity.Bruce puts a hand on my shoulder, sharing his joy with me. As I look deep into his eyes, I see why I was bewitched by him yesterday, feeling the same attraction once again today. Breathing deeply, I leave my emotions surface, a desire for this man, to do things that would have been despicable two weeks ago.“It’s sad we are on the clock, I would—” he starts to say but stops as we hear footsteps.Akari comes in and sees both of us having a longing stare. She explodes with joy and says in Japanese, “人生で最高の日だ!” She continues by clapping her hands together, bouncing up and down.Bruce and I look at each other, both surprised by her outburst. Although, he changes very quickly, a smile forming on his face. He gets closer to me and whispers something into my ear. I redden from the thought, need to think about it for a few seconds.Akari suddenly stops, seeing the conspiratorial smile I send Bruce. He goes for the door and looks at the rec room, making sure nobody is around.She looks at us, expectation showing on her face, her breathing short and quick.Bruce comes backs and asks me, “You sure?”I nod, my brain supercharged with desire, playfulness, and delight.Bruce gets closer to me and kisses me. I lean into him, putting more pressure on our lips, resting my chest on him.I hear Akari breathe deeply beside us before restarting to speak in Japanese in a high-pitched voice.Bruce and I open our mouths, sharing our tongues with each other. My hands are roaming on his body, focusing on his perfect ass. He goes for the back of my head and between my legs, pressing our lips and fumbling my cock.Akari is beside herself, Japanese words mixing with expletives in English, only interrupted by deep breaths. Although I’m getting excited at hearing her get crazy, I’m focused on Bruce, on our kiss, on our pressed bodies, on his hand rubbing me. The feeling that is coursing through me is intense, making my hair raise and my body shake slightly.As we slowly part, we keep looking at each other, an invisible current keeping us magnetized. He smiles in delight, excitement, and enthusiasm mixing at my new willingness. I smile back, happy that we played with Akari, but more so that I allowed myself to be seduced by him, to find this new pleasure I didn’t know I had.Akari brings me back to reality when she stumbles to the counter. Turning my head toward her, my smile widens at seeing her in this state. Deciding to put the cherry on top, I rest my head on Bruce’s shoulder, raising my left foot in the air in a classic pose. I even move my pelvis, showing her how he gropes my hard cock.She is getting bat shit crazy in her corner, unable to talk as she breathes hard. Her eyes are gleaming, her nostrils opening wide, her body shaking. I even think that she has a darker spot between her legs.We both laugh as we look at her, at the reaction we have caused. I turn back toward Bruce, my smile morphing into desire as he hasn’t stopped playing with me. I squeeze his ass, wishing that we could forget about work and get to know each other.Bruce finally says, painfully reminding me, “Unfortunately, we are still on the clock. If you want, we could continue tonight?”I breathe deeply at the thought but I know that there is someone else that needs some attention. I regretfully reply, “I’ll need to take care of her tonight before she starts to make a mess. Another time, maybe?”“Good. If you need to make her crazy like this again, you let me know.” He winks and gets his meal. As he is to exit the galley, he tells me, “You two should stay in the rec room for lunch, I think she needs a breather and you need to cool down.”I laugh softly. “Yeah, I think we made her day.”Bruce smiles at me warmly before leaving the galley, whistling his joy as he goes to the stairs.I look at Akari, still leaning on the counter, trying to steady herself. She hasn’t lost her lustful expression and her breathing hasn’t calmed down, overwhelmed by the experience. I behave like nothing happened, getting plates and utensils out.“What do you want for lunch? Some macaroni from yesterday’s evening?” I ask her. She nods absently at me, her head still fueled by her deep fantasy.I prepare our plates and bring them to the table, then support Akari to walk the short distance. She hasn’t said anything since Bruce left, her breathing still very quick. She eats small bites at a time, focusing on me like I’m a wizard having spell-bounded her. I enjoy seeing her like this, at the thought that I could cause her to be this aroused, from simply kissing a man.“You love that shit so much?” I finally ask her.She nods at me.We continue to eat until she finally says, “This was epic! Next time, I want you to do the same, but nude, dick in each other hands—” she starts to unravel, her brain having finally processed what happened.I gesture for her to stop.“Don’t push it, Akari. Let me deal with this on my own terms,” I tell her.“You’re getting cocky. I love it!” she says with enthusiasm.We continue to eat in silence, each focused on our own vision of the same situation. I’m thinking about what it means for me, how I want to explore this, Akari most likely making scenarios in her head about Bruce and me fucking in every way possible.Finishing my plate, I tell her with a light chuckle, “Okay, I’m heading for engineering. Are you able to go back to the bridge alone? Do you need your boyfriend to help you?”“You know Leet can be a man?” she asks back, her voice resounding with renewed lust, ignoring my questions.“You are a pervert,” I tell her as I chuckle.“And I’m perverting you,” she replies, tit for tat.I wink at her and leave for engineering. Having fifteen minutes before the end of the break, I find Leet at the desk, looking at a tablet.“Hey, Leet. What are you doing?” I ask her as I get in the room.She closes the tablet and tells me, “Looking at some ideas for my next painting.”Getting the seat beside her, I remember the canvases in her room, asking the burning question in my mind, “Are those yours?”

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